Hardly.

L.T.= "Trouble" by Coldplay


You missed me didn't you? Didn't you? Yeah! That's right you did. School has been hectic, I feel like death. Everything is going pretty crappily. But you missed me, and that's all that matters. Let's hug.

Currently Feeling: Crap-friggin'-tacular

The Word of the Day: Quote

Glitter pens and chalkboard dust.

L.T.= "Luck be a Lady Tonight" by Frank Sinatra


Back to school, tomorrow. Dread, dread, dread. School is hell. It's a prison; an excuse to get rid of your children for nine hours and then fake your happiness when they arrive home. Yeah, I"m not to happy with the idea of school right now. So, let's cut the crap and start talking about something else.

I don't know what else to talk about. Well, Happy Belated New Year, I suppose.

2006. Hurray. Another year of my life that I can't remember doing anything with. If you're in the same boat, could you please put a hole in it so we can sink and drown. Thanks.

I don't have any New Year's resolutions. I haven't told myself, "This is the year to..." blah blah blah, and some more bullshit I won't do.

This is going to be the year that I'm stressed out, that I realize I am who I'm not, that I take everything for granted, and that I fall down some stairs ten or twelve times.

If that's my New Year's resolution, to make all of that come true, I'd be a successful person.

More successful then you. You and your, "I'll find a husband," or "I'll stop lying about my age," or "I'll get a job and make something of myself."

Yeah? Is that so? Well, you better get cracking. You've already wasted most of your time.

Currently Feeling: Tempermental

The Word of the Day: Cellphone

Thinking too much gives you wrinkles.

L.T.= "Ana & Mia" by The Trews


Have you ever wondered what it's like to fly? Of course you have, you're wondering right now. Well, at least I suppose you are. I'm not a bloody psychic.

I have. I've wondered plenty of times. I've already created my super hero lifestyle in my head. Yes, I do have enough spare time to do so. Yes, I am quite gorgeous. Why do you ask?

I would be married to Batman. No doubt. Batman, whether fictional or not, has been played in movies by the most gorgeous men. I mean, really. Michael Keaton, Val Kilmer, Christian Bale, George Clooney. Look at these men. I think there is a theme here. Batman is meant to be unbelievably attractive.

I would have three children, all with crazy awesome super powers; and every time they did something silly, I would "tsk tsk" at them, say "Super Strong Manly Boy, you cut that out," and then I'd smile like the wonderful super hero mother that I am and pat him on the head.

We'd have a spaceship for transportation, and our house would be on cloud nine.

How this related to dreaming how to fly? Well, isn't it obvious? My ultimate super powers would be: super strength, invisibility, and ability to fly. D'uh!

Where were you this whole time? Sleeping?

I wouldn't be surprised. If you ever are bored again, maybe you should do something normal like making up your super hero life. Gees, get with the program.

Currently Feeling: Creative

The Word of the Day: Spaceship

P.S. Lysa is my super hero.

How could I forget?

L.T.= "Whoever You Are" by Geggy Tah


I haven't written a sporadic poem in quite a while. So, I've decided to write one.

eyes of passion
solitary
longing for that sight
where are you?

opening and closing
trickle goes a tear
where is that love?
where are you?

glancing back and forth
the surprise that they look for
will not be there
where are you?

did you know they were looking?
darting to and fro
the colour being lost with you
where are you?

fading into grey
dismal, dark, deadly
tremble, tremble
where are you?

they close forever
as death takes them
as life leaves
where are you?

you were there all along
you were invisible
you were laughing
i don't care where you are any longer

Currently Feeling: Shifty

The Word of the Day: Bop

Circles VS. Squares

L.T.= "Jerk it Out" by The Caesars


Gorsh, it's been a while. I highly doubt you missed me, but if you did, thanks a bunch. You're appreciated, I assure you.

Today is Christmas. That makes me happy inside. Christmas is such a lovely time, it just goes by too bloody fast. I mean, really. All that preparation and now it's already over. But it's worth it, isn't it?

I love Holidays. I love Holidays from crummy school. But I have to do a project during this holiday. Oh, son of a bitch. Now I'm angry.

Currently Feeling: Recently Upset

The Word of the Day: Geography sucks.

Almost there...

L.T.= "Stop Crying Your Heart Out" by Oasis


I love Oasis. They make me feel so... so... I'm not sure. They make me feel like I know what music is. Because Oasis... now, that's music. If anything were to be called music, it would be Oasis... and a bunch of other fantastic bands.

Don't you ever have one of those days? Or maybe it lasts longer. One of those weeks? Or something. When you just adore something? I mean, I love Oasis, and have for a while now; but right now, right at this moment... there's something. I don't know what it is. But there's something. It was just like my thing with Kasabian. Don't get me wrong... it hasn't gone away... but you know when it's extra great? Yeah... yeah, that. That's what's going on.

I've almost got all the Oasis CD's. Almost. Do you want them in order of purchase? Or in order of date? Both? No, you can't have both. Who do you think I am? I haven't got all the time in the world. Gees. I'll flip a coin. Tails says purchase.

It was heads. Honest. What the hell? Why would I lie about a coin toss? Why would I lie at all? It doesn't matter, anyway. I've just got to list them. Gees, are you ever picky. Well, here you go, in order of date the albums came out. Bolded are the ones I own.

1) Definitely Maybe [1994]
2) (What's the story) Morning Glory? [1995]
3) Be Here Now [1997]
4) The Masterplan [1998]
5) Standing on the Shoulder of Giants [2000]
6) Familiar to Millions [2000/2001]
7) Heathen Chemistry [2002]
8) Don't Believe the Truth [2005]

I'm contemplating whether I'll buy Familiar to Millions. It's live at Wembley Stadium in England. I'm not sure if I've ever liked live. I don't think I have. Maybe I'll buy it and see.

Currently Feeling: Musical

The Word of the Day: Desert

Get a grip.

L.T.= "Detroit Rock City" by KISS


Gosh, I hate school. I'm just so completely and utterly ruined by this overload of "learning."

I've no clue what to do with myself. I'm such a mess. I don't even have anything relevant to say. Not that I ever do, of course, but... I suppose you understand what I mean.

My head is crammed with problems and questions and answers to questions I haven't asked yet but will ask and then will forget the answer to.

There's no where to put all this information.

I need a break.

Currently Feeling: SERIOUSLY overwhelmed

The Word of the Day: Freedom

Unwittingly Played

L.T.= "Dare" by Gorillaz


So, I've realized that my life is equivalent to the word stress. Great, isn't it? I'm just too swamped. Too swamped with... life. It seems to be everywhere and I'm constantly... living it. It's not a horrible thing... just a stressful one. I wish there was a guide.

Living Life for Dummies or something. I could use that book. If you come across it, please give me a ring.

A lot of people ask what the meaning of life is. I think I've got the idea. I mean, I believe I've been taught and taught myself what the answer to that question is.

I just, wonder if I'm going about answering the question right. I mean, is what I'm doing with my life now really what I said I'm going to do with it? Or is this just the test run before I start actually living? Does that mean I haven't started living yet? Or does it mean that I'm still working my way up? I hope it's the last one. Or... maybe I don't. Maybe I wish I was already up there. It seems like we're always constantly working for something. Is that the meaning of life? To work until death? Yes, I think it is. It makes sense, doesn't it?

I guess we have to work and work until we die, and when we've died, we've succeded. We've lived life. I guess I'm happy. Now I know that working hard... is living life. Wow... that's actually... a relief.

Currently Feeling: Quite Happy

The Word of the Day: Until